Should I miss dat lady?

Assalamualaikum...

It's early morning rite now here, and I'm waiting for Fajr' prayer after finishing my sahur (early meal for fasting). And here I am, pressing all these buttons on this keyboard, thinking of how to say this....

Rite now, and throughout this nite, I think there's this one thing in my mind that I still cant get it out. It's not really a thing, it's a person actually. This one sweet lady that I've been thinking so much lately since the past two weeks. The only one that has been bothering my mind a great deal. i dunno how to say this, but I think she knows that I like her. But I dun hv the nerve to tell her this, and it's not the time,yet, I think.Anyway, it's still too early pun kot. Anyways, I juz keep thinking bout wut she thinks about me. Coz since this past week,she has been avoiding me,my messages. At least that is what I think.
But now, after 12 days, when she kept silence, makes me worries. Actually I dun mind if she doesnt likes me, or that she thinks that I might not suit her. Coz me myself is not sure that I can be the right man. But when it continues like this, it keeps me in a big question mark..???Did I do anythin' wrong that day?Or did I say something that hurts her? Yeah I know sometimes I can be really annoying with this mulut tempayan.But it's just uneasy to be in this awkward situation. I need an answer for a question no one I can ask for.Haha.
So,now,I'm in another question,which leaves me quite a big question mark though some of my friends said there's nothing to worry about.She has left early for her hometown last week.Makes me wonder what actually made her coz next week already starting for balik raya. Hurmmm... my naughty mind already assumes sumthing not good...(not good for me la)....like...die balik bertunang ke?hohoh
Xpela, ape2pun, I'm thinking of this~~should I miss her?Dat lady that I realize is so far different from me.We are from two different side of the world.The one that is sooo sweet. X match langsung dengan aku.Adeh.Dah la.Aku nak tido lg bagus.Mengantuk plak.